Sounds from Suenos

Change pt. 2

2010-03-08T18:24:00.000-08:00

You see I know change
I see change
I embody change
All we do is change
Yeah, I know change
We sometimes regard it as a metaphor
That reflects the way things ought to be
In fact change takes time
It exceeds all expectations
It requires both now and then
See although the players change
The song remains the same
And the truth is....

YOU'VE GOT TO HAVE THE BALLS TO CHANGE!

Romeo + Juliet's Suicide Note

2010-03-08T18:06:00.000-08:00

Without her my sun cannot rise
Moonlight fades to dim glimmer
Without her, eternal love is my demise
Imprisoned where souls tremor
There is nothing left without her
Just an empty shell where her heart doth not dwell

If only he could know
How my heart bleeds for him
If only I could show
That he is my soul + destiny
To walketh away from destiny
Hath created one path to darkness

Without her
Heaven + Hell hath no place for me
But to live without my beloved beside me
Is more unbearable than life in limbo
She is my immortal beloved
In this life and the next

He's left me here to grieve
He shall never know the pain we doth leave
Let my love be the beacon that finds him
When all other light doth fail
Eternity we shall love together
Love shall always prevail

Don't shed a tear no, no
I love you with all my heart
Your dear, Romeo

Do not cry; Do not fret
This is my letter saying goodbye
Love, Your Juliet

Love Quotes

2010-02-01T13:40:00.000-08:00

"If all else perished and he should remain, I should still continue tobe; and if all else remained and he should be annihilated, theuniverse would turn to a mighty stranger, I should not be a part of it." - Emily Bronte

"My angel, my all, my very self - Only a few words today and at that with pencil (with yours) - Not till tomorrow will my lodgings be definitely determined upon - what a useless waste of time - Why this deep sorrow when necessity speaks - can our love endure except through sacrifices, through not demanding everything from one another; can you change the fact that you are not wholly mine, I not wholly thine - Oh God, look out into the beauties of nature and comfort your heart with that which must be - Love demands everything and that very justly - thus it is to me with you, and to you with me. But you forget so easily that I must live for me and for you; if we were wholly united you would feel the pain of it as little as I - My journey was a fearful one; I did not reach here until 4 o'clock yesterday morning. Lacking horses the post-coach chose another route, but what an awful one; at the stage before the last I was warned not to travel at night; I was made fearful of a forest, but that only made me the more eager - and I was wrong. The coach must needs break down on the wretched road, a bottomless mud road. Without such postilions as I had with me I should have remained stuck in the road. Esterhazy, traveling the usual road here, had the same fate with eight horses that I had with four - Yet I got some pleasure out of it, as I always do when I successfully overcome difficulties - Now a quick change to things internal from things external. We shall surely see each other soon; moreover, today I cannot share with you the thoughts I have had during these last few days touching my own life - If our hearts were always close together, I would have none of these. My heart is full of so many things to say to you - ah - there are moments when I feel that speech amounts to nothing at all - Cheer up - remain my true, my only treasure, my all as I am yours. The gods must send us the rest, what for us must and shall be - " Ludwig Von Beethoven

Legalize LA

2009-09-15T10:29:00.000-07:00

It's amazing how we've come so far as a nation and at the same time gotten absolutely nowhere. When our forefathers started this country they said that they were creating this country on three basic concepts. These three concepts are seemingly the most basic things that should be garunteed just by the sheer fact that you are ALIVE! Unfortunately today, many countries don't have these principles. The three principles that make up the basis for America are Life, Liberty and the Pursuit of Happiness. How can we be true to these principles if we can't afford it's people the "life" that comes from being able to have the "liberty" to "pursue happiness" as we see fit! Those who are immigrating to this country only seek what America promises. If we can't hold on to our principles, what's left for us to hold on to? There is no future in America if America is determined to shut everyone out.

All I have to say to Mr. Politician over there in the Washington is...Do you personally know anyone who would do the work that some of the Mexican American work force does? Face it, we as Americans are pretty damn lazy. I for one am one of them...You wouldn't catch me dead working at a fast food joint let alone some hard physical manual labor. That goes for most of my friends as well. We should just make immigration legal so that civilized life can go and be civilized because in actuality, the immigrants whether they are illegal or not are doing me and my friends a HUGE favor!

A Love Found...?

2009-08-25T11:58:00.000-07:00

You are the one for me
The one who brightens up my world
And reminds me why I was put on this Earth.
Whenever I hear your voice, I'm stronger
Whenever I see your face, I grow weak in the knees.

You are the only one who knows my soul,
You are the only one who knows my heart.
But the one thing you could never know,
Is how much I am completely enfatuated,completely in love, completely complete
I am with you
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Do you find it amazing or repugnant; this idea of Love? Is it something to aspire to and/or ascertain? Or can one get by without it? I pose these questions because I am wondering myself if I have the capacity to love someone. There is someone in my life right now who loves me. I know he loves me and the idea of him loving me isn't what bothers me. It's the realization that I don't necessarily love him back. Has this happened to anyone else? I'm willing to bet it has. If this has happened to you, how do you feel about the situation? Shouldn't there be a commandment or something? "Thou shalt not love me unless I love you"! I think that works. It would save a lot of heartache and headache.

Left Me Here (original)

2009-01-05T15:49:00.000-08:00

What am I going to do
Withoutcha here guiding me thru
Tell me why did you leave
Won't cha please come back to me

I just can't believe that you are gone
Left me here alone to write this song
Tell me why I have to let you go
I miss you so, I can't let go

Tell me what I have do
To getcha back here for good
Anything that you're gonna need
I'll give you just please don't leave

I just can't believe that you are gone
Left me here alone to write this sad song
Tell me why I had to let you go
I miss you so, I can't let go

You told me a thousand times or more
That you were gonna walk thru that door
I just never really could believe
That I would stand here and watch you leave

Movin' On

2009-01-05T15:44:00.000-08:00

SMG
I'm finally able to take the love I gave to you and put it to good use. And give it to someone who is more deserving than you. Maybe I was wrong to give my heart so soon, But you were wrong to break it just the same. With all those times you said you were coming back, I thought I could hold on. Then I realized you were never telling me the truth, and it was all just you telling yourself you were going to do what you couldn't and would never do. I take back all the love I gave, I take back all my thoughts I've had, I take back the power you had over me.
RR

Waiting For Love - Original Poem

2008-10-13T20:30:00.000-07:00

like an addict waiting for a hit

like speakers waiting for a song to begin

like a chair waiting for someone to sit

i'm waiting for you to stir my love within

i see you go after every other man

not seeing the one in front of you

but i'll sit and wait everyday I can

until you realize i'll forever be true

each pasing minute feels like a liftetime

each day feels like forever

waiting for the day you could be mine

is the most lonely thing ever

one day i'll have your heart

no matter what it's gonna take

soon our love will have it's start

cause i know it's in our fate

i'm always there when you're in need

being your shoulder to cry on

always being there when they leave

sayin' make like mya and start movin' on

one day you've got to open your eyes

and see me standing there for you to hold

you'll see with me there's no more cries

you'll see with me your heart is never cold

Unfinished Song

2008-09-28T11:49:00.000-07:00

you don't even know me

you don't seem to care

boy you really hurt my feelings

cause you barely know i'm there

so tell me how do i get you to see

that me and you could be a reality

not just a dream, a vision

only i could see

i can't make you love me

though i want to

but soon you will see

that i really would do you right

and i would love you for life

so you need to open your eyes and see

that the one loving you all along is me

you can't see the forest

even with all the trees

i make all the first moves for us

yet i'm the one weak in the knees

Somebody's...Somebody?

2008-09-27T05:13:00.000-07:00

Why is it that some people are meant to be loved, and others are meant only to love? How can someone be one person's everything, yet have no love whatsoever for the one who is loving them? It's always been assumed that there is a universal connectivity between lovers. That as long as "A" equals "B", then "B" must equal "A". Apparently, assumption wrong. See, one can love another, and another doesn't necessarily have to love them back. Even if you have all the chemestry in the world, even if you both know that you would be happy as clams together, it doesn't have to work out. Its a sad truth that we have to learn. I have a friend, Paul*, who is talking to this boy, Michael. Paul is either deeply enfatuated or in love with Michael, yet Michael has a boy that he's in love with. Michael may not necessarily be happy in that situation, but he's staying with the boy anyways. Paul and Michael both know that they'd be each other "ever after", but Michael shows no signs of letting go of his current man. Is it because Michael is scared of the love that Paul and him have now? Possibly. But one tends more to believe that it is because Michael just isn't as intruiged by Paul as Paul is of Michael. Paul is obviously a little on the devasted side. However, Paul isn't necessarily new to this situation either. It is a depressing thought though. That twice you have been skipped over by the chance at love. Does it mean that someday farther down the proverbial "road of life" that there is a perfect mate for the lovers? Maybe, but who knows. It could be their destiny to die alone. What could make it even more frustrating is when the lover knows that his loving is good. And he/she would love the loved one most assuredly more than anyone that person has in their life right now. However, could it be the lovers fault? In alot of the situations, the lover is characterized as the person who loves the fight for a man/woman. That type of person, is going after the ones he/she can't have because they like the challenge. Hence throwing themselves into a situation in which they can get their hearts broken. In the end, who knows if Paul will ever find love and if it will ever find him. The only thing he can do is be his loverly self and hope one day he'll find a love that will treat him, they way he treats his.

*names have been changed to preserve the innocent

Changes

2008-09-27T04:52:00.000-07:00

Can living in a town really change you as a person? Or is it just strictly the matter of people that you meet changing you for either the better, for the worse, or just change in general. It is the general consensus that different towns, regions, countries have citizens that act in different manners. But what makes everyone in that town, region, or country act so differently? And if you move from one place to another, can that new place strip you of all old habits and give you new ones? IS THERE ANYTHING YOU CAN DO TO STOP YOURSELF FROM CHANGE?